1. |
Fear
04:10
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everything disappears
that makes and breaks in fears
they are god
they are tears
take my worries
hide me here
I am god
I am fear
bleed open, bleed in tears
give me dreams
blood in fear, blood in streams
they can fill you with my tears
break me, make me, hold me near
they're not sure they can survive the fear
all of me is yours to break
I would rather sink in faith
everything disappears
that makes and takes in fear
they are worries filled with hate
no one cares I dream in facts
fear is open, sign this pact
place your fears underwraps
everything reappears
and makes and breaks all the fears
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2. |
Clown (Spell)
00:49
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3. |
Material
04:17
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I can't run a million miles
lost all sense of my smile
I lay down in this ditch
caught in this brain switch
I love enemies in disguise
help me break this useless guise
I fall down in this ditch
caught in reality's glitch
material
I love you when we said goodbye
to say it now would be a lie
I climb out of this ditch
running laps around this pitch
I can breathe a million sighs
there's nothing left of our ties
found my way out of this ditch
still caught in reality's glitch
material
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4. |
Meant
04:00
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If I meant to go
it wasn't far
you did not know
the name inside my shame
it opens empty doors
and breaks my hungry fall
I sit on lost walls
breaking by year
one lost so dear
If I meant to go
it was by fear
and you can show
the truth that breaks me down
it closes doors
silent my call
I fall off broken walls
holding me near
if you can grow
inside my eyes
these broken bones
hold me as I stand alone
if you meant t to go
it wasn't far
and I did not know
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5. |
Parallel
03:01
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I can't see past the pain
I can't feel inside my brain
the ghosts of fir burn in flames
the shift in eyes bleed truth in blame
I am back on parallel
sold my spirit, burn in hell
I can see inside the shame
and I can take all of the blame
I am back on parallel
spending spirits, full of hell
breaking promises is open insanity
my heart is breaking this reality
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6. |
Rest In Stone
06:02
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I walk alone
while you rest in stone
and trees are cold
and the snow, it blows
all my arms can bend
all these ills won't mend
trouble in this sphere
so much hate and fear
and we walk alone
while they rest in stone
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7. |
Stop
03:40
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I'm in and out
there's dark and light
sometimes the darkness
wins the fight
there's demons in the past
I face them down
but it never lasts
these memories come fast
I've got to stop
turning me around
don't know what's in my mind
sometimes I'm doing fine
I've got to stop
turning me around
cannot unwind my mind
not sure what I might find
oh
same is true
for all the dark
light can come inside
bring some small spark alive
I'm in and out
nothing is left or right
sometimes it's fight or flight
sometimes the future's bright
I've got to stop
turning me around
don't know what's in my mind
sometimes I'm doing fine
I've got to stop
turning me around
cannot unwind my mind
not sure what I might find
oh
I'm a circle, I'm a second
I'm a holy ghost
feelings hit home so close
nothing that I had hoped
I'm a circle, I'm a second
I'm a holy ghost
the lightness does approach
my mind tries to revolt
I've got to stop
turning me around
don't know what's in my mind
sometimes I'm doing fine
I've got to stop
turning me around
cannot unwind my mind
not sure what I might find
oh
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8. |
Witch (Spell)
00:36
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Spartan Jet-Plex Virginia
2023 Songwriter Fellow with the Virginia Commission for the Arts
I am cells inside
a cell.
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